100 Lotus Flowers

2009: 100 Lotus Flowers taking me through a transition in my life. Each flower is a message which brings me closer to the goal. I try to come to terms with myself, and be myself. What messages do the flowers hold?
2013: What is the goal? I no longer know what it is, except for reaching the 100. But the 100 was not supposed to be the goal itself, but rather help reach the.....the.....I am lost, honestly lost. Everything I was striving for has diminished in importance. I do not know what to strive for. I think striving for anything now is pointless....but I will keep drawing and painting.
2014: A renewed sense of purpose, things seem to be falling into place.

100 Lotus Flowers, 100 points of healing.

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Fourty Forth Lotus Flower

Fourty Fourth Lotus Flower - Mixed Media - Samantha Rochard

We are indeed bundles of emotional energies, which can be triggered by events similar to those in the past which previously set the emotion off. These were the thoughts which were in my mind as I was completing this flower. They have become like elaborate doodles really...... and do not think that I have slowed- the flowers are there, its my posting that has slowed.

I have already expressed doubts at continuing, but I think that changing the rules at the fiftieth flower may be right. It feels right. I shall impose no size limited, no material limits and then see what happens. No need for limits to ground me anymore. I do believe its time to fly!