100 Lotus Flowers

2009: 100 Lotus Flowers taking me through a transition in my life. Each flower is a message which brings me closer to the goal. I try to come to terms with myself, and be myself. What messages do the flowers hold?
2013: What is the goal? I no longer know what it is, except for reaching the 100. But the 100 was not supposed to be the goal itself, but rather help reach the.....the.....I am lost, honestly lost. Everything I was striving for has diminished in importance. I do not know what to strive for. I think striving for anything now is pointless....but I will keep drawing and painting.
2014: A renewed sense of purpose, things seem to be falling into place.


100 Lotus Flowers, 100 points of healing.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Fourty Second Lotus Flower



Clarity has left me
I return to a point again

.....and no- this is not an issue of making the same mistakes over and over again. This is a feeling of having lost my way. Or have I lost my mind? Is it possible, to get sucked into other people's issues so much that you lose your sense of self? I believe this is what is happening to me. Psychic vampires.I need to rethink and look for an exit strategy. 
I am losing who I am.